Au revoir los angeles

Los Angeles is coming to a close, I should be gone by now but LAX has other plans for me at least until 10. I've had to rebook to another flight in London but I'm still on track. Last night I saw Cyle and I'd missed him so badly! He's such a sweet, sincere boy and I've met so few like him. We had a nice reunion. Jonathan went to San Diego for the night, or so I thought, until he announced he was coming back and I needed to be back to provide the housekeys in two hours when I was already two hours out on a bus to go say goodbye to Emixne. Of course, of course. The Metro system decided to give me quite a time as well, leading to me just barely making it back on time.

All in all, stressful but nice stay in Los Angeles. Now I'm listening to the UNENDING security and gate announcements over the loudspeaker. I'm a bit hungry and I figure I might as well get something to eat before my money is worth nothing. Who knows how much cash I have left in my account, dieu. Cyle, sweetheart, bought me lunch/dinner yesterday even though he's low on money. I love that boy, I don't care if he doesn't love me because he's worth it. He's rare, one of the few people I can smile and laugh with and be touched, too, and feel every second of it. It reminds me of how I feel towards Taylor sometimes only there's a physicality there, too.


I dropped my arms with a friend from Highschool in Studio City and now I'm feeling a bit vulnerable. Of course, I found the locked gun case (empty) in my carry on during my pre TSA check (which has become a ritual ever since the Sky Harbor International Airport .22 Caliber Bullet In My Jacket incident. I threw it away. It would have been a nightmare getting it through security and the fucker is hardly worthy anything anyways. Otherwise everything went smoothly. I HAVE TO PEE. Next update will probably be from London.