UGH

I went to a job interview for a security firm a few days ago and was greeted by a very tall, very intelligent, very enthusiastic woman in a pant-suit named Michelle.  Michelle had braces, a lot of energy, and liked me. Unfourtionately I needed certification I can't yet get, so Michelle had to turn me away, despite liking me and giving me her card. I was asked to come back if I could get the certification, but it was, as always, discouraging.

I've been using Cary's free bus pass so the trips have been free so far, but without them it would have been a superbitch. I'm working on a few projects at once, getting a job and getting my record expunged and getting a car being the top priorities. I only brought a few pairs of clothes and I had to get new ones yesterday as my old ones seem to be full of fiberglass dust and are causing tiny itchy bumps all over my body. Lovely.

Hanging out with Josh again has been good, you don't just leave solid friendships and forget about them. Josh lives one of the more unusual lives of the people I know but that is because Josh is different from literally anyone else I know. One can take several interpretations on his behavior and the cause. I prefer to believe that Josh's unusual self sufficiency leads to a rift between him and people who's needs dictate their behaviors, that being the majority of humanity. That lack of relation leads to misunderstandings that frustrate him and disturb others as they see different events in entirely different contexts. Theory aside, Josh is unique and interesting and it's been refreshing to spend time with him.

I'm trying to write this fucking blog entry but people keep messaging me.